In the past 5 months my life has changed so much. I have found someone when I least expected it. This person came into my life and has made me a much different person. We share so many things together but most of all volleyball. I have come to realize that the past 8 years I have been kidding myself and pretending to be happy because the people I was around the those I dated loved me more when I was happy. Putting a smile on my face and masking my emotions was what I learned to do best and even tricked myself into thinking I was happy. For the first time in a long time I can say I am truly happy and that no one has ever made me this happy. For the first time last week I admitted that I was in love and that I wasn't afraid of it but cautious. I'm excited for the Holiday season and getting to spend some of the most important times of the year with someone I care so deeply for. I am excited to see where the next 6 months take me. School is up in the air, my relationship is growing, my friend network is growing, my family is finally all on the same page and I feel like some peace is coming into my life.
This month was the month of things I am grateful for...these are things I am grateful for:
1. My family
2. My amazing boyfriend
3. The health of myself and family
4. Renewal of my faith
5. My amazing Friends, New and Old
6. Having a great apartment
7. Having not only one job but two
8. Everything I have in my life
